Eh, it's another one of those Sundays, where I not only have to sing (which I really don't mind) but I have to attend a boring seminar. And the reason why I stay with this confirmation program? So I don't "shame" my family and give my grandma a heartattack in the process of rejecting the Catholic faith. Obligations suck, but I don't want to break apart my family over my own discrepencies. Maybe that's why I'm so reluctant to come out to them. Eh, who knows?

In other news, Lauren and I talked over the phone, and she explained to me Freud's only successful theory of Thanatos and Eros. Thanatos is the aggressive side of a male's persona which arises for whatever reason; usually caused by the other side. The lust/love (most lust though) of a man's persona is known as Eros. 'Course, this only applies to men since Freud had no strong grip on the female mind... but then again, what do I know? So, we started joking about all the different encounters with T and E we've had. She told me a story where her now ex-boyfriend was flirting with a girl only because she was flirting with another guy. Thus, T and E have combined. Also, Jim from my ceramics class, although usually a cool, if not annoying guy, becomes rather aggressive at times. In fact, he started a yelling match with Lauren because she replaced his chair with her own. I was in a similar instance when he threatened to break my $500 camera when I threatened to take a picture of him... But I don't really blame him for that one, since I can be quite the insect with a camera in my hand... still, it was only a chair -_-

Eh... I need to practice my songs...

(P.S. another thousand thanks to the duck for all his kind words.)