Yeah, I know I'm on early. In all actuality, I should be getting ready for school right now. But, I had a few minutes to kill so why not go online?

Stayed after school to help Wendy on her student counsel campaign yesterday. We didn't accomplish much; just worked on the outline of one poster to be painted at home. I'm such a lazy ass, though, since I still have to work on all the other small posters she wants me to... ech.

I really detest sleeping in on afternoons after I get home from school. Yesterday however... I was too tired out from lack of nutrition and more or less passed out as soon as I walked through the front door... well, more like after I climbed the stairs, took my key out of my pocket, unlocked the door to my bedroom, pulled back the sheets, and THEN collapsed onto it. Oh well...

And I hate change. Sure, I know that there's really nothing you can do against it, nor are all changes bad (the appearance of Will and Grace being one). Still... First, the small "cult" formed in my circle of friends has changed a lot of my friends. They've become more distant, and almost more paranoid. Neither are they happy anymore during lunch unless pumped up with a pound of sugar. Some of my friends who aren't even in the club are becoming distant as well. Seri and Leah never eat lunch with us and always go off by themselves to stand around the Japanese room. I get the feeling that they're distancing themselves from the rest of us as well... but I really don't want that to happen. JenJen from art is talking less and less to anyone in class anymore, and I'm hurt when I see her talking more openly to the people around her in 7th period...

But the worst change of all, is Eric. Now that I've begun to hang more and more around him, I'm realising that he's not completely the guy I liked at first. He's become more arrogant, more apathetic, and (again) more distant. All he does now is hang out with his dance and theatre friends and pays no attention to us other majors. And he never lets his "intelligent" side show... It's eating me out inside. I've invested so much time and affection for him that, if I don't like him anymore, it will leave a small hole in me. Yes, he's burrowed that deep and he doesn't even know it. I don't know if it's worth pursuing... but regardless I still like the guy. I'm quite mad at myself right now...

... and godammit, I just realized I missed Buffy! ;_;