5.19.2001
 
Hmm... Fridays are starting to feel better and better.

My collage/layout for the new project is taking off real well, but I have so many ideas as to what type of layout I want to do. So far, I have these ideas:1) Zeus captures Ganymede's beauty during a photoshoot, 2) Zeus is watching TV with Ganymede in the screen, 3) Zeus is pointing down at Ganymede from above, 4) Zeus is standing infront of Ganymede who's sitting down, 5) Zeus waits in a dark alley as Ganymede approaches, 6) a picture of E. Gonzalez being taken away with a hawk embroidered on the back of the abductor's jacket, 7) Ganymede's sitting infront of a computer with an AIM window open and is talking dirty with Zeus (in this one, G's about 10 yrs old). Le sigh... which one to do?

I love the cafe atmosphere. I really do. Today, because we were running a bit late, sis and I had to wait in our dad's office until he had enough breaktime to bring us back home. So, we walked half a block to the nearby cafe. With $5 in my pocket I was able to buy a caramel machiatto and a phylo-chocolate crusant. So, sister and I sat on the crushed-velvet sofa talking about life and miscellany for an hour or so. We talked about the current infatuations attitudes about boys, eye fucking the cute ones who passed, and discussed the project at hand.

The conversation turned an interesting direction when we got to the ever popular subject of our school's homo-population. Upon analyzing the patterns of desirable material at school, I've come to a conclusion about the gay-community at large in LVA... Every guy wants to be on top. That would explain why Mike, Eric, and Kevin are such "likable" canidates for boyfriends (except for the fact that Eric's the only gay one; the other two are straight... for now) (... and even Eric wants to be on top too). Me? I'm more versatile. We'll leave it at that.

It seems that my goal of "non-boyfriend-hunting" for the rest of the year has been breeched... for quite sometime now. Ever since I had that large oyster dinner a while back (damn you oysters) my libido and romantic side have increased from the Titanic to the iceberg that sank the Titanic. Now I find myself glowering after every delectable specimen that crosses my path. That includes old crushes (Eric, Mike, Nick Cotter) and people I normally never consider boyfriend material (Kevin, Joey, Drew, Wes)... Ugh, I hate hormonal inbalances!

The soundtrack to Moulin Rouge (recently acquired by my dad today) Is so damn sensual... I should probably stop playing it in my current emotional situation...::presses stop::....::presses play:: Screw that, I love this music!

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