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shyaku. now 17. INFJ. senior art major at LVA. likes other males. lives in las vegas. has eccentric tastes. complete twinkie. too much of a philosopher for his own good. misanthropic on bad days. forgiving on good days. is human.

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://CONS
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- A Walk Inbetween - A Webcomic
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- I Learned to Dance

://LINKS/WE_BLOG
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lacking in emotional content
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://LINKS/DISTRACTION
fanfiction.net
XY.com
OutMinds
PlanetOut
NeilGaiman.com
ScottMcCloud.com
Comicality
NewGrounds.com
Art Renewal Center
Ewan Pics World
VintageSewing

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5.31.2001
  
It's nice to know that someone else out there (Boy-ashamed) is suffering from the finals rush.

I did horrible in my geometry finals. I forgot several important formulas, and all the extra information put there to set us off worked double on me. In the end I left 4 answers blank, 5 answers uncertain, 10 answers guessed... not that good of a job on a 100 question test.

That was a really bad way to start out the day. Because of my foundations having been shaken, I was uneasy for the rest of the day. I strived to be perfect the rest of the day.

It didn't help that when I tried practicing on the piano my piece (Joplin's Maple Leaf Rag) I became increasingly frustrated with each rhythm I got wrong. Even my improve piece, which was going quite well, has been shot to perverbial hell. Damn.

I can't seem to get out of this slump. And I hate myself for that. Damn.

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