::sniff::... I feel sorry for Sean. Really I do. First off, the boyfriend(s) situation, then there's the female friend in love, her cousin, and a dad who's trying to turn him straight. Ouch, too much unholy shit going on. I feel like giving him a big old hug next time he's online but 1) dunno if that might piss him off and 2) we're not really friends anymore. Used to talk a lot for... two or three days. But, like most of my online acquaintances, we drifted apart.

So, sympathize with his situation? Somewhat. I can completely sympathize with his female friend situation though. Back in AZ there were at least three of my "girlfriends" who really really liked me. When I told them that I wasn't interested, let alone gay... one took it really bad and hasn't talked to me ever since. Another just said "Oh...that's cool" and eventually got over it. The other I already told before I found out that she did like me so she basically said "Well, it's fun imagining, no?" Now, in my first year at LVA (in the first half of the year no less) one of my junior friends was heavily hitting on me, even danced several times with me at the halloween ball. So, that night, I had to tell her... after the smoke alarm cut the dance very short (smoke-machine was on full blast). Same old pissed off tone, turning to one of our mutual gay friends saying "There's another good one gone!" (to which we both smiled at eachother) and nearly broke my neck when we hugged before I had to go. Really messy.

Which is why I hate the whole boy/girlfriend scheme that high school life encompasses. People get together nonchalantly and break up in gigantic bouts of melodrama. It's a breeding ground for the kind of fickle relationships so many adults I know have. Which is why I'm renouncing the whole dating game for highschool... till senior year that is. Instead, I'll be searching for true love! Oh yeah! ^_^

Hrm. That reminds me about something. Jyl (pretend girlfriend) and I were supposed to have our own big messy break up on the last day of school, but she never showed up at the appointed time. Oh well, that would've been fun, no?