First, lows. Tennis game today was off. Yesterday I was popping serve after serve... today I hit it out of/through the fence twice. Later, people were fighting over what song to play on the cd player so I had to put on some Japanese country music (by PUFFY) to shut em up. Later, while inside, everyone was whispering about Matt's "secret." Actually, more of a disappointment. I was expecting him to be bi or something... but no, just that he likes Christy. Damn. People annoyed me while I was drawing Mark (raver/dj Indi-Glow) so I had to yell at them several times.
Now, highs. Played some Cibo Matto while outside. Generally, everyone liked it. Taught Matt how to play speed. Played game after game with him till he finally managed to beat me. Brought a camera (disposable) today so Andy took a picture of the two of us together (and standing rather close too). While inside, I was drawing Mark. This time the picture turned out better than the one I drew of Matt yesterday; brought my necessary drawing tools: charcoal, blender, graphite. Really glad it turned out so well. Best of all, Matt and I were using Sera as a pillow (him at her stomach, me at her thighs). Lying there, we were turned to face eachother and that's when I wrestled the truth about his secret. Later, an actual playful wrestling bout ending with him ontop of me. Smiles.
Another low to add: Matt left an hour early to get his braces taken off.
Yes, I'm sad. I'm an effing hopeless romantic. Always looking for true love than a fun and easy boyfriend. Ugh... stomach ache.
I promised Sera I'd make her blog look better. So, I'm working on that right now. a
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