Band practice... went well after our (now ex) drummer left for home. I'm sorry, but he sucks so much. The fact that he's been "playing" drums for over two years and still can't incorporate the bottom drums is sad. Forgot my pick at home and was playing acoustic to all the others' electrics so I could hardly hear myself, but generally we rocked. Lead singer gets out of tune sometimes (and when we were playing an Ataris song he was about a measure behind the whole time) but that's nothing a few vocal lessons can cure. I on the other hand have to start practicing like mad on the guitar if I'm gonna be playing to impress.

I need to stop this Matt obsession before it gets any worse. Talked with sis about it for a long time and I've finally figured out why this one's so big. Yes, I had an extreme crush on Eric. But you see, I hardly knew Eric so when I made advances he got scared off. Matt, on the other hand, reciprocates them thinking that either I'm just playing or teasing. Just general harmless stuff, right? Well, the said harmless stuff is just fueling my infatuation. And the movies... Well, I'll let the Little Angel from Hell tell you all about that one.

When coming home from band practice (at about 9:00pm) we looked over from a rather high view point and saw... fireworks. Hrm. Apparently the Santa Fe casino didn't want to compete with all the other casinos so they held their show today. Rather surreal. Dad just parked on the curb and everyone watched the display while we ate our Jack-in-the-Box (only thing I trust of theirs is the ultimate cheeseburger and the chicken) (spicy chicken this time).

July 4th promises to be a weird and unusual day. C wants to schedule a band practice early in the day (around 9:00am-ish) and then her family's having a barbeque party so we're invited to that one. Sis and I have our own bbq party held by our master-chef uncle (well, at the grill anyways) which we've attended every year thus far. Sera's planning an outing to the movies followed by watching the fireworks from the roof of a casino. And then Matt himself is having a party at his house... if he can get enough people to come. Naturally, you know which party I want to go to, right? Wrong. I wanna go to all of them. I need to get things sorted out before wednesday, otherwise I'll be stuck at home doing nothing.

Ugh. Dare I say it?..... I love you boy....