9.20.2001
 
Fuck it. I almost had him in a completely platonic mindset. Then Lauren starts whispering in my ear "he likes you" all throughout history class... and that wrecked everything.

Talking to Tyler helped a little bit, but I'm still infatuated as hell.

... screw that bit of happiness I found. I have homework and piano practice to boot. Someone help me?

I'm contemplating burning my necklace.

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