10.16.2001
 
Something that I talked about with Barto from sunday's call. He was telling me how he finally came out to one of our other friends, but really he's had a longing for him for a little while.

That's funny because I had a moment like that last time I visited almost two years ago.

He was saying how, when Penney stayed over for a night he claimed the bed. Naturally, the bed was the only comfortable thing to sleep on in his room, so Barto claimed the bed as well. The thing is, he wakes up early while our friend tends to sleep in late. That morning he wakes up to find that he's lying face to face with P, feeling his hot breath against his skin and his hand on his waist.

Coincidently, something along the same lines happened to me when I visited. Then, they pulled out a large inflatable mattress and we just slept in the middle of the family room. I awoke to the sight of the nape of his neck (and, by the way, he does have the sexiest neck) and couldn't help but notice the gental rise and fall of his shoulders as he breathed in his sleep.

Also, while he played/ practiced piano I just wanted to go over and wrap my arms around him... but this was back when I wouldn't suspected a thing about him, he was going out with Liz (again, the AZ one), and I was in one of those moods.

Funny how things always come full circle?

In other news, I've been on a K-pop music binge again. Finally got 'round to getting Park Jiyoon's "Adult Concert", H.O.T.'s "Outside Castle", Koyote's "Disturbance (Panan)", Papaya's "Listen to Me", "Doll" by three collaborating artists, and F.N. Kil's "Forever Love". Interesting parallel to note: the Kpop group NRG has three members: two look similar and are forgettable, one that stands out. The NRG group from Vegas (headed by Drew) follows the same path more or less.

So, a breakdown on today's happenings.

Barely got out of the house in time to get to school ontime. Had five minutes to spare by the time sis and I got there, so I went to the art room to drop off my photopaper and chatted with all the people there. Learned from Ms. Treat that sis sold three prints at the arts fest while everyone else hardly did... eh. There're always other opportunities. The general premise of the whole event felt something like: "a gathering of poor artists to view eachother's work." Like I said, the arts fest by Summerlin sold a bit better.

In english we worked on brochures for our own utopian societies. Nothing too noticable except that I found an allusion to BNW in American Gods (along with several references to the seven Endless).

World H. I found a bit boring since Lauren apparently wasn't there today. Took notes, filled out a chart, basically a quiet day... unless you're in my class and sat next to Nikki. We two were talking half of the whole time (mainly about her weekend with her main squeeze). Claire hinted at a disturbing erotic dream she had about someone, but I have yet to extract the details from her.

Chemistry found me searching for facts about Neuspora, Mycology, Circadian Clocks, and Jodie Foster Pornography (suggested by Marcy).

Lunchtime I had nothing but some green tea and half a Slim Jim. It feels nice to just hang out with no pressure for incessant conversation.

For most of Art I spent shaping my pears into something that didn't resemble placenta... it came out looking like a potato. Afterwards started constructing my tree branch a bit more.

Matt called again after I got home from confirmation class (which was wholesomely boring, but I find it funny that I know S***** Kiss' girlfriend) talking about how people suck. So we chatted for about an hour till his dad kicked him off of the phone.

Tomorrow I'll have to take the PSAT's for the better part of the day... that means I get to avoid giving my presentation for Japanese (yay!) but I have to retake the speaking test (boo!) and I have to make up the notes (boo!). In photo I have my 5 in 1 project due so I'll have to stay over to work on prints anyways (boo!). I'll be missing half of Algebra so I'll have to copy notes from someone. At least I get to have all of art for last period.

Ugh... why couldn't they do the damned thing on a weekend? Preferably a sunday... but that's an obvious no.

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