12.19.2001
 
I'm not happy most of the times; I'm manic. But that doesn't stop me from having some fun.

::smile:: I don't think I've completely understood friendship (except for the bond sis and I have) till I met Matt. It's something that transcends feelings of attraction, past infatuations, and when strong enough it can break down barriers. I've found a home in Matt which I've never had anywhere else. And I'm all the more thankful each time we talk to know him.

... but he can't stand to see me miserable this past week, so he's trying his hardest to find me a boyfriend. Although that would be nice, I think I'll do something which Matt even said himself: "I don't want a boyfriend right now because I don't want them to have to deal with my problems as well as their own." Something so selfless hasn't been heard in such a long time. ^_^

And yes, Karen, we both tend to talk about Matt far too much.

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