So much blood. Everywhere I turn I can see blood somewhere... Hell, my sketchbook assignment's about the blood flowing down the streets of Budapest. Not too surprising given the fact that I recently finished playing Silent Hill 2 the first time 'round.

Still wallowing in... something... so my mood's not that great at the moment.

During photo Lauren and I decided to go walk 'round campus (since we were both done with our assignments) and met up with Leilani shortly thereafter. Walked over to the theater and talked about various miscellany (i.e. misunderstandings in Leilani's group, Lauren's masochistic boyfriends, my recent obsession with photography and stretching, etc.) when Lauren says something which triggered a memory in the back of my mind. Couldn't fully recall the memory till later that night... but it was one of extreme happiness.

::cracks neck:: ow.

Karen wants to go skating sometime during the weekend. Although an outing with friends sounds fun... I can't skate worth shit. Attempting to and embarassing myself wouldn't do much for my self image either... but I think I'll still go. Maybe bring along a sketchbook and practice my gesture drawing on the people skating.

Day by day Winter Break looks like it's going to be long and busy. I have that science paper to rewrite/finish, study for the next upcoming PSAT, work on my over-vacation assignment for art, all while balancing friend outings, family gatherings, and moments of peaceful silence.

Oh holy fuck I'm screwed.