1.7.2002
 
I'm riding the roller coaster of emotions at the moment.

Wanted to go outside for a walk... but it's a bit cold.

I can see the stars out right now. It's beautiful.

And I'm completely unsure of myself, though I don't know why.

Rica, I shall annoy you with civilities tomorrow. Especially since you left the lunch table before I could show you my FRUiTS book.

Yes, life is coming in disjointed bits.

Stupid people confusing me...

Narh.

Narh narh hardy har har narh.

I want to scream my lungs out at the moment, but tis late and the neighbors would call the police.

Narh.

I hate curfew.

Narh.

Boku tachi wa...

In my life...

... You have only been...

Nice to know...

... You're not alone at the moment are you?...

fuck


I miss the music of 1995.

Help me.

I'm stuck singing love songs and no one to sing them too.

Which is better since I'd probably do rather poorly.

But still... no focus for my affection.

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Word of complete relevange: maudlin

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