2.1.2002
 
New layout, new year, new candle added to my cake.

Yes, I'm 16.

Without a license.

Without someone to bitch to at the moment.

Without a boyfriend. But many guy friends.

Yes, I should just get up and go live life.

But rejection sucks.

... I'm overreacting.

But after seeing how Matt and Sarah were cuddling up during another group movie night....

The good old jealousy receptors kicked in.

And I would've vomited if I didn't leave the room for an hour's break at the piano while everyone watched Dark Angel.

Well, except for Karen. She was with me.

And... grrrr

I'll write something more uplifting.

But it hurts even more when your own father dismisses you with a brush off to go check his email.

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I need sleep. It's been a long roller coaster week.

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