4.8.2002
 
Tired. Fatigued. Catatonic. And other delicious synonyms to fill the void left by a missing adjective. 15 hours till I got to go home. From school to almost home at 6pm, then from almost home to church till 8pm. And I don't feel like going to confirmation classes anymore.

I need to get handcuffs. Or get dominated.

I just feel an urge to get punished. Not because of some sado/masochistic desire. Because I want to suffer some sort of retribution. But I have no discipline to give myself just penance.

Currently wishing that someone else would figure it out and say something.

The moment they do, however, I'll end up stuttering and mumbling. Never finishing any sentence.

... it annoys me that I have the largest vocabulary in the family and am the only one capable of finishing an entire sentence without slurring the damned thing together...

Score:35

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