Yeah, I burned myself out today. Spent a good eight hours sleeping after finishing up Chapter 3. I still have Chapter 4 to read, but it's not too bad.

What am I doing up at this hour? Well, first off I'm watching that Bravo series about Gay Weddings (and I'm probably the only person my age to do so) and it's utterly amazing... mostly likely because it pertains to me much more than the "regular" straight populace.

There was a part that struck a particular chord. One half of the guy couple grew up in a very religious family and, for some time, was studying to be a Catholic Priest. He's friends with a guy and a girl who are ordained ministers. Mid-episode, he writ
es a draft for the wedding ceremony and his fiancee is unnerved by the many references to God. Unlike the other half, his family was almost anti-religious.

After a short quip they kissed and made up, but the incident shook their relationship just a tad. It'll be interesting to see how things turn out.

But, I've also been making chocolate mousse. Probably far more than possibly edible, but it gives me something (again) to keep my mind off of things. I don't trust myself to use my sketchbook at the moment. Piano's not really something one should be playing in the dead of night. Poetry had been long foresaken (really, there was only one good poem followed by many attempts at recapturing that first one), so short from screaming until my lungs deflate, I cook.

I'm not looking forward to tomorrow at all.

"But when I wake up in the morning is it going to be another ugly day?"