11.23.2002
 
Now I'm beginning to wonder whether knowing that others share your same ills, vices, maladies, and have-nots is suppose to encourage you to go seek help... or assures you that you're no more base for doing it. Because I'm leaning more towards the latter, and thereby desensitizing myself to possible consequences.

I really need someone to kick the habit out of me. But when someone did have that chance, he never took it.

And I would have loved him forever had he said something to anyone who could stop me.

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