5.27.2003
 
This is so typical. I try to write a nice, sympathetic and non-biting letter and essay...

and everyone decides to become very irritating

So now I have to put off writing the letter (again) since I don't want it to sound the least bit offensive.

Right now my CD player is turned up to maximum volume because I can't stand listening to my grandma go on about fats and cholesterols and my dad getting a heart attack because he golfs to keep off the weight.

Let's not forget sister who, by asking question after rhetorical question, has reverted herself back to a nice 2nd grader.

This is burning my nerves raw. I wanted to be all nice and elated today since Liz (once again) visited the campus. She's so awesome, but Casey's an idiot for getting her sent away like that. Idiot.

... Maybe this bad mood started when I made a serious attempt to strangle myself during the ride back home. I had my nice confederate shirt (that I made for history since I was playing the part of Woodrow Wilson) wrapped tightly around my neck as my face quickly turned several shades.

Why was I strangling myself? Dad was singing "It's getting hot in here" in one of the most annoying accents... Scratch that, in multiple annoying accents.

I prefer suffocation/unconsciousness to listening to that noise.

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