8.8.2004
 
He wanted an answer, and I--being the coward that I am--logged off. How do you tell someone that you won't see in a few weeks that you don't want to be with them anymore? He wanted to interview me concerning the protest rally at school so many months ago, but I know it's just an excuse for me to go over to his place.

Right now, I am very undeserving of what he wants to give. Since when was I able to fuck someone when I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror everyday.

I guess, if I didn't have as many objections and needs as I do now, and if I were more naive, I would try to build something with Halley... I never liked him emotionally. Besides, he really is a thorough slut. Almost more so than that bastard.

... Is it a curse or a blessing that I find all the reasons to not like a guy after I declare my feelings and get smacked with ye olde rejection hammer?

Dammit, I should've blocked him a while ago.

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